Melbourne trip 2016

Went to melbourne in March for 4 days with Bessie and Anh (ABS adventure) finally. Stayed at the Victoria Hotel. First time travelling with friends, so can tick that off the bucket list.

Highlights

• Sovereign hill- everything was a cool experience- so many photo ops- everything worth it except  the coach ride LMFAO tbh
• gold mine tour!!!!!
• Drunk Bessie. only one question to test if she's drunk "Were you the only one who held the gold?" LMFAO bc at Sovereign hill we all held it but she doesnt rmb
• drunk bessie laughing while anh takes off her makeup and her eating chips on the bed and walking around in circles eating chips
• freedom..
• the hotel was actually DECE! for the price right in the CBD! 
• going to the hotel sauna and heated pool one morning-- wtf the spa was closed
• eating dumplings at chinatown
• Drunk bessie being romantic.. "expression of love"
• Random old guys making jokes. Sov hill and Casino LMFAO
• In Sea life we were in the forest area and I said to Anh "Snake!" and there was a lolly snake on the ground, she screamed and jumped, so funny. this guy and his daughter was there too laughing
• Price of the shanghai village dumplings were amazing and unbelievable

Lowlights

• so much walking/plan/early mornings
• $90 accidental uber black car ride from airport
• tapping on at the free tram zone LOL
• losing 20 bux at casino very quickly
• getting lost finding our hotel

Tips for further travel:

• Dont bring so much make up/skin care seriously its so heavy and youre not really bothered to
• Dont bring so much clothes. 2 shirts and jeans is enough. save for shopping
• Pack for winter if ur going to MELB... ugh.. and 1 heavy jacket..
• no plan with exact times- Just rough and wing it to save energy

Places to go next time with liam:

• all the top food places e.g. cumulus inc
• top bars
• more laneways
• skydeck
• ACNE 
• LV
• Chanel ...LOL

I really want to go to Sydney and Melbourne again for food!

American Horror Story review

Recent TV show I'm watching:

American Horror story--

first off, i cant believe i havent watched it

(only bc i was scared)

but its actually such a great show

i am SO BEHIND

but at least i can binge watch it now.
alsooooo that maid aw so fkn hot mane lesbihonest m in luv

 addicted... omg i would love to have a TATE in my life..and  when violet o/d on drug n they in bath tub n try 2 save . wen he confess 2 her ILY part and THAT SPEECH SO GOOD I ACTUALLY CRIED and HAD to GOOGLE IT

"Something has changed in you. Towards me. You're distant, cold. I don't know what I've done, but I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want. Is that what you want? You know why I'd leave you alone? Because I care about your feelings more than mine. I love you. There I said it, not just on some chalkboard. I would never let anybody or anything hurt you. I've never felt that way about anyone."

is so convincing i cried dem tears. halloween pt.2 episode. so gud mane.

so spook but not too spooky~ asylum is really... im not that into it but im still going to watch.

update: ok nvm tate is crazy. idk how 2 feel. i think jessica lang is such a terrific actress, her character is so ?. and zachary quinto is such a beautiful man

great show, 10/10

currimundi lake

now im mad-- sims 2

OK so i just a new computer to play sims 2

and i been addicted to it for the past 2 days

literally

addicted

biggest sims geek 

everyone close to me knows that

anyway, so like i built this neighbourhood called Moon Island

very cool.

all my businesses have failed including the electrics store, and the car dealership which i made look extremely cool 

my most successful so far has been a hair salon/ club - all i did was put a DJ booth on and some random dude dj'd and charged people $10 an hr. and people were just going to dance. for hours. and not rely getting a makeover, so i removed the chairs and they complained so i put it back...so really all i needed was a dj booth and i b making dollar billz i mean, simoleons.

MOVING ON

and TONIGHT i was building a community lot and it was an observatory. i had this genius plan right

it had 5 levels:

level 1: foyer, restaurant w giant fish tank in the middle and booths, gift shop w pet bed, aliens, and clothes shop

level 2; big arcade, the wheel thingy from the gym with fence around like a ride, bowling alley, computers, pinball, pool

level 3; musuem, cinema, used the moveobjects_on cheat to place chairs and stuff on the display boxes looks pretty cool

level 4; bar w neon green, seats, booth, dj, big windows, very schilk

level 5; telescopes and outside view with half wall. **also added a single white dining table and seats- and ikea candles all around in a circle and that rose light thing and disco walking light and roses for a place to propose lmfao private dinner sorta thing-yeah dont judge

where i fucked up was there was no telescopes in the community lot you had to change it to resident so i researched it and did "changelotzoning residential" but i still couldnt see---- i should have saved it and then went back. BUT I DID NOT. i moved a sim to the house and in buy mode bought telescopes, changed to community lot, and then moved them out and it took all the FURNITURE

WHER THE FURNITURE AT BRO !?

I WORKED HOURS ON THE BLOODY THING

THISIS THE WORST PART OF SIMS

YOU LOOSE SHIT IF YOU DONT THINK TWICE FML

argh, goodbi all the hours of hard work........

p.s. I NEED A LIFE,.

word vomit

i hate everyone in general
but
i like people
i like a person. if that makes sense.
not a group of people.
one
person.
i would rather talk to a person ALONE than in a group
or something like that

i only really have like 2- max 4. people that really know me.
and it;s good to be around them.
not the "fake" me that i show to the world
i dont open up to people as much as i should
and society thinks that is a problem

i guess id rather have a few close friends
than 10 bitches who betray you

im not loud
i think before i speak
maybe a bit too much
i try not to

the real me- thats a little bit fucked up
truth is, everyone is a little fucked in their own ways
nobody is really normal
if you think about it

screw the small talk im horrible at it
i want to talk about death
about love
the meaning of life
what your favourite song is
what are your fears

i want to get to know people. (a person).

i hate going out too much
and seeing so much people
and making mundane conversations
that's not me
its physically draining
maybe once/twice a week is enough

i need time alone to process my thoughts

im a scorpio.
im complexed.
yes i know.
im introverted. but sometimes appear extroverted.
im shy but extremely friendly.
i love and hate parties.
i know.

halloween 2k15 + new hair + exams

2/3 exams done woo. kinda winged it all. I forgot I skipped one question and it was too late and now I lose 1 mark LOL FML ARGH and I knew the answer too and then I got out and was like 'fml' but it was so easy tho, anyway. hopefully it doesnt affect much of my marks. also I got a call from PA hospital today for an AIN job  short term - 3-4 months but I have prac in December (great timing hey?)  so they might reconsider? she's gonna ask her manager.. *fingers cross* i was so excited and nervous.  plz call. BUT ALSO ME AND LIAM ARE GOING CAMPING AT COTTON TREE PARK IN SUNNY COAST AND IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. also i patted a baby alpaca today sah cute.

*huh* sigh. also I got an email from people from zomato that they have a gift for me/and to chat/meet up. but they last minute said something happen and now i have to go to the office and pick up my gift but i really cbf ?!? someone do it for me? with me??! these things exhaust me

*sigh*

ANYWAY.

for halloween we went to Thys house and ate and there was cool food and nice lasgna and i spilled red food colourng everywhere on her cupboard. and floor and on my sleeve. well i accidently kncoked something that knocked the food colouring and the lid was open. so fml. i was like "um... emergency." really fml moment. 

so fuck. lmfao. 

anyway most the time we just sat in her room talking bout sex. very cool and hilarious talk.. i felt so much closer to them after that LMFAO so much disclosing info yo we vagina bitchez lool

I was Mia Wallace from Pulp Fiction. Just wore a white shirt, black pants and black shoes. Add some matte red lipstick, a syringe+tape and a cigarette.

cute dogs. like really + they kept peeing everywhere lol

on tuesday. I cut my hair/full head of foils/treatment for $75 at Runcorn. when she finished washing my hair it looked so horrible i was thinking WTF so streaky and blonde like black hair with BLONDE streaks tahts horrible but then shes like "it looks different when dry." and it did. LMFAO THANK GOD. my skin looks a bit washed out tbh but apparently it will fade-ish....

anyway thats my life atm bye.

seeing liam tmr ! after like 2.5 weekz going to the beach woo~~~~ idc bitch im bringing a beach tent

Friday 11th September

Waiting for the train. 

gloomy day

Mimo pouch

Today I went to mc café and drank coffee at oxley and the service was really bad. And then went to the city to eat free Vapianos by myself, waited in line for so long… but I love the bread they give with the pasta. I got the pesto rosso. Pre nice. I like how they do they pasta al dente.Got it for free because I signed up to their newsletter thing and did a quick survey. The chick brung out this huge book of emails LOL so glad im not the only one. no shame tho, aint gonna miss out on free meals. Nize. Nize. aint nothin better than free meals.

Supposed to go to a birthday dinner on Monday but i have prac that day. might be tired. and it's @ Vapiano which i just went to. FML LOL DO I EVEN WANT TO GO LOL PLS CHANGE THE LOCATION LMFAOOOOO CAN I JUST GO THERE AND ORDER A COCKTAIL LOL honestly i am a bad person, but i'll go bc ppl .  ughhhh. rather spend that money on cheap alcohol.. I want all the new brown's brothers moscato spring collection i think i saw it somewhere LMFAOO HAHHA AND I STILL HAVENT RECIEDVED my RefUnd for this order i cancelled online for $47 omg WTf!?!??! crying atm

Pesto Rosso $15.90. looks small but is actually big. 

Oregano & basil plants.

Went into lush, Every time, the workers there are the friendliest and genuine people I swear, the girls are just so nice and UGH hha pretty funny and just nice. All wearing glasses like me LMAO omg *friend crush* Showed me some kewl demos n had nice convo LOL haha/ I LOVE LUSH people n their products *_* just wish I could afford them i didnt buy anything tho LMFAO gonna wait till christmas so i can spoil myself, they didnt have the lord of misrule that i wanted :-( :-)

walkin down the street n being a tourist

used bookstore

frmo the back

I walked to the bus station and went into the book store and went out. After I caught the shuttle bus and went to uni to study but I didn’t do much. Had class at 4pm and it was the last class, one my favourite tutors, she's so funny and he Australian accent is just so strong LOL. The topic was on Diabetes and obseity and the class brang chocolates and cake. Quite ironicccc. some girl brang in Dello Mano brownies and it was like $41 for a box like wtf i should have got more LMFAO

@roma

stay safe my sweet child. bought some krispey cremes n wrote a love letter n hid it LMFAO 

On tuesday me and liam were driving and we drove past this REALLY PRETTY HOUSE and we stopped just sat there in the car like o_O "wow." "can i hav." it looked really beautiful & classic. and then he pinched me with his toes which was distgusting LMFAO we have such a childish n playful relationship ; the best kind tho (insert heart emoji).

he picked me some flowers from his garden :)

Rant about going out & being a boss ass bitch.

I'm gonna do my phD research on "sprinkles and the effect in why it makes things taste better" ~~~~

thOUghTs & raNtS

>_>_>_>_>-

how to be confident wen u lowkey insecure asf

girls are fantastic majestic creatures

im all for feminism and women empowering women and shit but gee whizz some bitchez are just straight up bitches.

fuark.

we in this together boo boo

sista we stick together

u vag i vag

why cant we just b vagina bitchez

how to be confident wen u lowkey insecure /awkward asf

1. look bomb.com
2. wear red lipstikc
3. eyeliner on fleek
4. kiss urself in mirror
5. get compliments from internet strangers
6. fake til u  make
7. listen to beyonce wen u walking, strut

ugh ugh ugh

i am constantly reminded that the universe hates me

dont you just LOVE it when ur havin a shitty day and then suddenly you LOSE YOUR USB like omg i had like important stuff on it and my assignment!!!!!!!!!!thats due!!FRIDAY

ugh so i had SIMS today which was simulation for nursing and i got picked to be a "doer' and i was so stressed and IDK WHAT TO DO AND I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES AND THE LADY WAS LIKE ?????!! DA FUQ ?!??!
anyway it was really bad.

i got a henna tattoo from some festival at my uni, studied for a bit and went to my last prac class. we played with the dummies and tried putting catheters in it was really fun and i put it in the anal hole for fun and some ppl saw and laughed @ me ha ha well the whole class did, but it was really fun bc pene n vagine. BUT watching the videos for urethral catheterisation was a nightmare bc its nasty asf

anyway i lost my motherfuckin USB (AGAIN) and it was the one liam gave me ;( this the last thing i want to happen this week. well. second last. UGH. hope it magically appears somewhere or someone hands it in/. if not i curse u and u will hav bad karma n i hope u fall from the stairs

also i bought 12 binder folders for $30 ??? idk why. i only wanted one. HALPPPppPpP

I blog about some things.

• slow mornings

 as opposed to rushed mornings like the kind where you sleep in without an alarm, you lay on your bed for a while on the phone and you get up, take a piss and make a coffee and sit down on your laptop and listen to music and when you're hungry decide to make yummy breakfast and then maybe masturbate.. and then slowly start to get ready and actually pick out your clothes and put some effort into looking good like doing your eyeliner right and putting on lipstick

• going out for food (and coffee) mmyes especially coffee 

going out to eat somewhere and drinking coffee. i wish i had friends just for that purpose other than go on scoopon adventures with and binge watch OITNB on netflix. omg have i mentioned how much i love brunch and dinners. oh wow, i just get so excited. it's my favourite hobby. people ask "whats your hobby" and im like "eating" and their like "same" but im no, pls,  YOU DONT UNDERSTAND actually being seriously like I AINT FUCKIN AROUND THIS AINT A MOTHERFUCKIN GAME I LOVE IT SO MUCH. i have so much fun just eating. and the thing is, nobody hates food, we all eat it, we all need it to survive, so if you ever run out of conversation topics just talk about food. everyone has something to say about it. *tried and tested theory* I don't believe in wasting food. every so often i go into a restaurant and see people leave and a good percentage of their food is still there on the plate  or they only eat half of it and i get mad. story: a group was leaving and i saw a full bowl of chips it looked literally untouched on the fucking table and i really felt like just taking it and devouring it myself but unfortunately we live in a society where acts like that are frowned upon and also, im not a savage but.. seriously..... I WOULD HAVE. oh god i need to see the sun more. shit makes me furious yknow

here's a screenshot of matt preston eating some donuts bc that's literally GOALS

indulge once a while

***important message*** 

be careful not to eat excessively ppl ..OBESITY is a big co-morbidity and predisposes you of many MANY modifiable diseases and disorders you don't wanna get.

*P.s// i should probably start listening to myself before i become obese like i already gained about 2 kgs since the start of the year and start exercising/ taking the damn stairs instead of the elevator every time i reach death hill bc that is a big workout for my quads and i need a bigger butt.

*p.p.s// who the fuck cares anyway im doing the world a favour before i get super perfect and hot the world cant even handle it like "honey & u wonder y i stole ur man ;)"

• MAKING PASTA 

i promised myself i would not talk about food again but ..well not like actually making pasta pasta from wheat or water or whatever but that could be fun too like the rolling thingy majigy but just cooking pasta i think is fun, maybe not the waiting part but i could actually have fun like if someone told me to like" bruh, come make pasta" i would be like "oh hell yeah bruh, IM COMING OVERr!" screw netflix and chill bc everyone loves pasta and it's cheap like you could literally buy a $1 pasta thing from the supermarket and sauce for like $2 (optional: and like $5 mince) and it will probably turn out good and you'll make HEAPS enough to feed a small village nonetheless fun times with friends and cool date idea too, YOU'RE WELCOME like add some cheap wine for like $5 and you got yourself a fun night in seriously i am a genius and i am so romantic i should just marry myself honestly

(me) actually inside

• Feeling girly 

it might not be extremely obvious but i am a huge girly girl, and in some ways a woman-child.  im attracted to pink shiny things, sparkly things, flowers, cute stationary yeah im talking about cute motherfuckin books and pens, plush bears (omg i wanna go to build a bear workshop), going to the zoo, im a litttttle obsessed with cats, fluffy animals and just girly stuff like lush bath bombs, colourful cocktails, being called princess//lil girl is my weakeness, freshly done nails, high heels~ if there were actually events and situations where i can wear them, macaroons, face masks, shopping, bras, lingerie, fuzzy socks, PARIS HAHAHA, makeup brushes, chocolate dipped strawberries.. etc. basically behind this dark scary exterior there is a basic bitch inside me, in saying that i love black, white, grey monochrome and simple and minimalistic things as well so it's like a constant mental battle between do i want to be a badass bitch or a basic bitch do i want to be catwoman or barbie princess

Quick Life updates!

So recently I've..

• Gotten my P's license! Piece of fucking cake. Only criticism I got was that I was "over-confident". Which is a good thing. Better than being a nervous nelly. Nailed those maneuvers and passed with flying colours.
• Got a job interview call (IN THE SAME DAY).. movin up in the world.
• FINISHED PRAC
• finished all classes/lectures for the semester. early swotvac for me! hell yeah. I could pretty much chill rn
• Just completed 2/5 of my assessments for uni work

So you could say that life's going pretty sweet at the moment for me.

GOMA, making stars & markets

Excuse the late post.

Tragic journey: A story about rain, happiness & sadness

Prologue: Rain

It's raining. Not the romantic type of rain. But rather a storming angry heavily crazy fuck-you-humans- down on this Earth rain.

I am here wishing I was at home alone drinking hot chocolate with Baileys watching Netflix. But no, I'm at uni, stuck here, waiting to stop procrastinating and actually start my 2000 word essay and critical appraisal.

And also my first free month of Netflix is cancelled so that's a bummer.

I forgot my umbrella. My socks are wet (one of the greatest things in life). I could complain about 1000 different things right now. But I won't.

Part 1: Happiness

 

I lost my student ID card the other day and I got an email today that someone picked it up and handed it in to the student centre. I was ecstatic.

A woman dropped her $10 note on the floor and I ran up to her and gave it. That felt kinda good I guess. Nothing worse than losing money.

Today was full of laughs at the staff room. Someone brought in a box of Krispy Kreme Original Glaze Donuts. Doing crosswords at lunch (yeah, I was the first one to finish! although I'm not usually competitive) backwards, diagonal, diagonal-backwards, overlap. Chris talking about make-shift umbrellas out of aprons and tape and hand-gliders (?). Funny, yet creative ideas to protect myself from the weather.

Chris was walking, vaguely glimpsing and he shortly came and looked back and found myself in the store room picking up a plastic apron. "You go." he says, "This is happening." I said.

In the end, my make-shift umbrella was a MX newspaper handed to me at Roma St train station (for a solid base, of course) covered over a plastic apron (waterproof technology) kindly donated to me from the hospital storeroom. That was it. Someone once said simplicity is better right? Engineering at its best.

Part 2: Sadness

It wasn't long until my creation was destroyed by the wildness, that is, the weather.
My newspaper, once filled with words and journalism disintegrated into tiny bits that left prints on my bare hands.

I got charged $5 on my GoCard because I forgot to tap on. Y'know, for those train stations that have no gates.They should make huge reminder signs on laminated paper.

I just went to reclaim my student ID and it wasn't there.

Basically, it's wet. I'm wet. And life sucks.

Lily, cafes and Scorpios

A good old-fashioned blog post about the mediocre experiences in my daily life…

Part 1: If you think I'm shy, I'm not, I'm just quiet and silently judging all of you.

What a crazy week, it's been already. I was at least 30 minutes late for my orientation at the hospital, walking the wrong direction and had to march myself up to death's hill. I arrived panting and sweating in my black cardigan, immediately identified my fellow colleagues anticipating outside the main entrance, with the matching nursing uniforms, amalgamated the group and joined their convo, really casually.

Turns out there were another bunch inside. I wasn't late (Big suprise). Technically I was but, this time it wasn't my fault. Thank fuck. Thank the stars. Thank you.

A quick and failed attempt to break the silence with the lady sitting next to me from another university.. "This music is quite relaxing.." I said. We were greeted by a Scottish lad as pan flute music was playing from a YouTube tab, a video named "Beautiful and relaxing Celtic music" with a photo still resembling an etherealistic female elf from LOTR as we entered the room. I forgot my pen.

One Bob Kelso-positioned-mother-figured-lady, that appeared rather lovely, was attempting to encourage/motivate/inspire us and I've got to say, sort of working. Then a girl (not the girliest of girls) that pointed (a lot) taught us about washing hands. It was intimidating. She ended the presentation about stalking. I was scared for my life.

It was OH&S, fire drills and all that generic stuff.

Afterwards, I travelled alone, shopping for hair dye. Ended up buying it at Coles. I dyed my hair black-ish later that day. I felt a little bit like Lily in college from HIMYM.

Hey Liam, it's us.

Part 2: No, I'm not looking at you, I'm looking at myself in the reflection of the window.

I departed on a long-awaited journey to "Cawfee", a cool cafe, it was kind of an inside joke because me and Liam were walking pass that place one time, and we had another inside joke about saying "Coffee" (K-WARFF-EE) and "Cup of joe" in an American accent. It was a chill time, mostly because I was excited to see him again and we walked across the road to "Le Bon Choix" a pleasant obviously French patisserie.

Although the Frenchest thing I know how to say is from a song lyric by Art VS. Science:

Si'l vous plait ma cherie allez tombez la chemise!

Part 3: Walk past someone you used to know, feel that weird energy and just ignore them

Apparently, Scorpios can hold a grudge for eternity. I believe this is true. I'm not a huge believer, rather a little skeptical about astrology or whatever, but I want to believe it and pretend that things will go well and plus, I like being reassured, even if it's just a few words from a newspaper. Anyways, I did some research. This feels petrifying, but everything described on this website is somewhat/almost exactly spot-on. I'm an expert at hiding my feelings.

Scorpio is the most misunderstood of all astrology signs. They are all about intensity and contradictions. They like to be aware of a situation and always know what's going on, figuring this out with their probing mind, on the other hand, they are interested in the occult, the paranormal, conspiracy theories and other types of similar unknown mysteries. They are very capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations, they often have ulterior motives or a hidden agenda.

Random thought: I want to drink alcohol. Because I just finished the one class that I loathed the most. Cheers to that.

“Take care of all your memories. For you cannot relive them“

I think Bob Dylan said that.

“I’ll let you be in my blog if I can be in yours”

I said that.

Best moment of my life (so far)

This is the exact beach we walked on.

Feeling a tad bit nostalgic right now. Don't get me wrong, I've had plenty of perfect moments, maybe the ones I want to re-live/or not because it's run its course, you know those short memories that you might get when you die and have a continuous but one second flashback? I'm talking about those. (I'll perhaps share another time) But I chose this one. This is a pretty silly and personal story.

March Weekly Update #2

Daily postings and ramblings of this week

March: weekly update #1

I'll try to blog more, since I enjoy it but it's hard with all this studying.

Lately I've been listening a lot to random obscure/unknown artists...

1. Medicine Beat - Joji. I just really like this song, not only because it was made by the incredibly disgusting~ filthy frank/Joji-senpai ~~ but I think it holds sentimental value. Plus the sick beat. And also its one of those songs where you can look out the train window and think bout life.
2. Of A Thursday- Michael Cera. I find his music really unique.. This one is a solo piano, but sometimes you don't need words to imagine- It's not happy, not sad either, it just makes you think and paint your own picture in your mind
3. Clay Pigeons- Michael Cera. Obsessed. And it's such a cute song.
4. Gaze- Bbbrendan. Just randomly came across this kid from Boston, USA on Soundcloud. Really getting into that punk rock sound

A fact of life: There are some really shitty days and of course, there are some good ones. Yesterday was one of them. Here's some reasons why it wasn't shitty:

1. I didn't miss my bus. With expert timing.
2. I was super early for my early class. Which was rare. 
3. I was with my group preparing for our speech and I came up with the most ridiculous/genius ideas to make it more "interactive", so I said "Oh! I've got an idea.." and I started laughing so much I couldn't even START explain it. This happened a couple of times. They must think I'm on some type of morphine/weed/ other drug. The thing was I couldn't keep it together. I physically cannot stop myself from laughing. And that's why it was good, uncontrollable laughter. Even if it's something silly. And also I really like my group. Luckily, they laughed with me (not at me, hopefully) because laughing is contagious and releases all those feel-good endorphins you get from exercise/sex and +other happy chemicals (and also reducing pain!), it's just science.
4. I caught up with my old friends (and made a new one) at the train station and rode the train with them while having some fun conversations. My friend who was studying Paramedics was talking about the sternum rub and he accidentally said "Scrotum rub" and me and Bianna (we just got along straight away!!) started cracking up. I died. So now we have a new greeting. It's beautiful how inside jokes form. And how a random meeting with an old friend can lift your spirits.

Speaking about spirits, I think I found my new go-to drink: Move along ciders.. You'll always be in my heart, but it now goes to Vodka, lemon lime bitters~ since Tuesday. That's my update for the week.

30 Questions with Sarah

I'm really bored. It's Friday night. Time to get personal.

Click to unlock the secrets.