hell

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it makes me fucking sick in the stomach
something so terrible and gruesome
and it is waiting
leaping out of my skin
spill my guts outside on the floor
let my insides explode
fuck just let it free me
my chemically intoxicated soul
basic
alkaline
evil
and leak my acid into the timber
till it burns off like fire
this is the worst part of me
in the depths of my body
it's uncomfortable
it's hell


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may be lame asf but i feel so shitty jealous and angry atm, so i wanted to be creative and also im stressed bc uni workload and im premenstrual.. so go figure. and i need to take a shower but it's night time and i dont want my hair wet wow im complaining of so many things rn. omg. screw it im a responsible adult i should just make good shit happen from now\ forth...i also need to buy (just realised half way through my degree) textbooks. but all the cheap - reasonable- ones on the facebook page are sold so :( i crie. they like $200 each tho.. anyway, goodnight internet